I’m not sure why I found this photograph intriguing when I loaded it onto my computer, but something caused me to stop from hitting the delete button right away.  Its less than usual and strangely colored complement of petals seemed so flawed at first; however, after glancing at it for some time I realized that though the malformed pink rose was distorted and defective, the rain beaded petals made it seductively engaging.  I eventually came to the conclusion that my fascination with the rose might be its brokenness reassuring me that even when a entity is damaged, there’s more than enough left of its anointing for to continue being beautiful and fruitful.

A water bearer in India had two large pots, each hung on each end of a pole which he carried across his neck.  One of the pots had a crack in it, and while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water at the end of the long walk from the stream to the master’s house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.  For a full two years this went on daily, with the bearer delivering only one and a half pots full of water in his master’s house.  Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments.  But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfections, and miserable that it was able to accomplish only half of what it had been made to do. After two years of what it perceived to be a bitter failure, it spoke to the water bearer one day by the stream.  “I am ashamed of myself, and I want to apologize to you.”  “Why?” asked the bearer.  “What are you ashamed of?”  I have been able, for these past two years, to deliver only half my load because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your master’s house.  Because of my flaws, you have to do all of this work and you don’t get full value for your efforts,” the pot said. The water bearer felt sorry for the old cracked pot and in his compassion he said, “As we return to the master’s house I want you to notice the beautiful flowers along the path.” Indeed, as they went up the hill, the old cracked pot took notice of the sun warming the beautiful wild flowers on the side of the path, and this cheered it some.  But at the end of the trail, it still felt bad because it had leaked out half its load, and so again it apologized to the bearer for its failure. The bearer said to the pot, “Did you notice that there were flowers only on your side of the path but not on the other pot’s side?  That’s because I have always known about your flaw, and I took advantage of it.  I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back from the stream, you’ve watered them.  For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate my master’s table.  Without you being just the way you are, he would not have this beauty to grace his house.”  ~Author Unknown

Every human “pot” is cracked in some way, but it does not render the flawed vessel ugly or useless.  If we but learn to embrace our imperfections and accept them as a divine part of who we are, Christ can and does use them to grace His Father’s table.  All that is required is that we submit to Him and allow Him to use all that we are or aren’t to further the Father’s Kingdom.  So as the Lord calls us to the tasks He has ordained, lets answer the call with no fear of our frailties for it is His intention to use them as a display of His amazing glory and to bless many.

Do not remember the sins of my youth and my rebellious ways; according to your love remember me, for you, LORD, are good.  -Psalm 25:7 ✝

Food for thought:  The Creation story in Genesis tells us that God looked after what He had made each day and saw that it was good. So, though humans are flawed because they have a propensity to fall from grace and sin, they always start from a place of goodness that is never lost.

Tell me how many beads there are
In a silver chain of evening rain,
Unravelled from the tumbling main,
And threading the eye of a yellow star –
So many times do I love again.
~Thomas Lovell Beddoes, 19th century English poet

Humans are indeed capable of loving over and over again, and the people we love become like “beads” on the “silver chain” of our life experiences.  Creation is like that too.  Piece by different piece God linked the elements of Creation together to fulfill His grand design, and each unique piece in the mosaic of Creation is the result of His amazing creativity, goodness, and love.  I believe part of His plan for humanity is that the people who cross our paths are there to present new opportunities for us to love, not necessarily ones easy to love, but opportunities nevertheless.  And when we tap into our inherent goodness, take a chance on love, and invest ourselves to that end, our lives are colored in amazing hues and altered for the better.  Adam and Eve may have fallen short of God’s ideal plan, but it was not until AFTER they had been created and implanted with God’s indestructible goodness, His ability to love, and His willingness to redeem the fallen with grace.

Goodness and love can be suppressed, beaten down, and/or buried, but like the light that the apostle John said is never overcome by darkness, they are not overcome and therefore always to be found somewhere in the human heart.    Should there be any doubt about the innate goodness in a human’s heart, consider these things:  Man was created in the image of a good and loving God who has attempted, repeatedly and most magnanimously with His Son, to show us the goodness and ability to love within us, and He has some very definitive words to say about the goodness of all that He made.  Happy Valentine’s Day!

Day 1:  God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light.  God saw that it was good. . .  -Genesis 1:3-4

Day 2:  God called the dry ground “land,” and the gathered waters he called “seas.”  And God saw that it was good.  -Genesis 1:10

Day 3:  The land produced vegetation: plants bearing seed according to their kinds and trees bearing fruit with seed in it according to their kind.  And God saw that it was good.  -Genesis 1:12

Day 4:  God set them in the expanse of the sky to give light to the earth, to govern the day and the night, and to separate light from darkness.  And God saw that it was good.  -Genesis 1:17-18

Day 5:  So God created the great creatures of the sea and every living  and moving thing with which the water teems, according to their kinds, and every winged bird according to its kind.  And God saw that it was good.  -Genesis 1:21

Day 6:  God saw all that he had made(livestock, wild animals, all creatures that move along the ground, man in His own image, fish of the sea, birds of the air), and it was very good.  -Genesis 1:31

Day 7:   By the seventh day God had finished the work he had been doing; so on the seventh day he rested from all his work.  And God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it he rested from all the work of creating that he had done.  -Genesis 2:2-3

When daffodils begin to peer,
With the heigh!  the doxy over the dale,
When, then comes in the sweet o’ the year;
For the red blood reigns in the winter’s pale.
~William Shakespeare

Winter here has been drawing more and more pale for some time because “the sweet o’ the year” prematurely moved in to steal its frigid shows of ice and snow.  Since mid-January, we’ve had an inordinate number of sun-drenched and warmish days, and as the sun was strengthening and temperatures were rising higher than usual, earth’s heartbeat quickened.  Now in mid-February I’m finding random emergences and swellings in the garden.  In some places, I’ve found not only the tinting of buds but flowers in full bloom.  Though it appears that an early spring may have also been occurring where Shakespeare was when he penned these lines, something is perplexing in this excerpt.  Notice that he does not mention the presence of other flowers.  Fortunately for us here in north central Texas when our daffodils “begin to peer” from out their papery sheaths, they are not alone.  Even if they rise early from their wintry beds, they find themselves in the happy company of other early risers like hellebores, crocuses, hyacinths, flowering quinces, and saucer magnolias.

The flowers of late winter and spring occupy places
in our hearts well out of proportion to their size.
~Gertrude Wister

Regardless of whether they show up early or late, small for sure on earth’s vast stage are the first flowers of spring.  However, as dawn’s sunlight fractures darkness in the physical world, they fracture darkness in the “spiritual world.”  And when any kind of light breaks into darknesses, joy and hope come along with them.  Much of humanity lives “with horrid darknesses,” and I believe one the subtleties of nature is that the Lord purposely built into Creation’s fabric the repetition of sparks of light, even tiny ones, that keep igniting anew the glow of His healing and restoring light.  Rev. J. Philip Newell notes that the light of God “dapples through the whole of creation.  It is within the brilliance of the morning sun and the whiteness of the moon at night.  It issues forth in all that grows from the ground and the life that shines from the eyes of any living creature.”  So I believe it is by Divine intent and for sacred purpose that these wee flowers occupy special places in the human heart.  A tiny crack in a dam, for example, eventually gives way to the flood it holds back, and in the same way crack after crack in spiritual darkness regardless of its size lets in a torrent of God’s holy light.  And when the fullness of His Light finally breaks through, it brings with it a deluge of His goodness and grace and mercy.

May great things come to you this week from the tiny flowerings on earth and those that grow in your spirit.

You, O LORD, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light.  ~Psalm 18:28

The February sunshine steeps your boughs
and tints the buds and swells the leaves within.
~William Cullen Bryant

Aided by an usually warmer January, February’s sunshine has not only done what Bryant described within; it has also pushed many of the “tinted buds” and swollen leaves “without.”  Such can be seen in the flowering things that have popped up and out during this, February’s first week.  For example there are buds and blooms all over both the scarlet and white flowering quince along with a smattering of blossoming daffodils.  There are even more of the “daffadowndillies” visibly ready to burst forth from their papery sheaths.  Most of the roses I’ve seen are leafing out, my hyacinth buds are pushing up and in some cases showing color, and a few saucer magnolias in the park are beginning to flower.  Earth’s resting cycle may not yet have reached its appointed end on the calendar, but its life blood is quickening at least in our corner of the world.  Ready or not, winter’s quiet stillness is having to give way to ordained and purposeful busyness as forces, irrepressible and strong, ignite the birthing of spring’s earliest progeny.  Our typical last average freeze date here is March the 15th so certainly things could change, but barring a late freeze spring’s voice will continue to build across the landscape.  Sooner than usual the music will reach the deafening and glorious crescendos of her billion-year-old arias, and as the sun continues to strengthen, spring’s melodies and longer hours of light will infuse our bodies and spirits with their much needed vigor, vitality, and hopefulness.

Keep your faith in beautiful things;
in the sun when it is hidden,
and in Spring when it is gone.
~Roy R. Gibson

One of the things that increases my faith in the unseen is the endless disappearance and reappearance of nature’s seasons. The English writer, W. E. Johns, said, “One of the most delightful things about a garden is the anticipation it provides,” and so it is that the prospect of the season’s unfailing recurrences and that of my encounters with the Creator’s holy presence keep my faith strong.  The dictionary defines the word  “anticipation” as expectation or hope.  Expecting a thing means knowing it will inevitably come, and therein lies the key to faith. When the heartbeat of Creation’s life is sought and becomes as familiar as the beat of the heart within a person’s body, faith in the unseen is not only strengthened but also emboldened.  May your spirits be bolstered and uplifted by the “softening graces” of spring’s apparent little beginnings whenever it appears in your corner of the world.

Now faith is the reality of what is hoped for, the proof of what is not seen.  By faith we understand that the universe was created by the word of God, so that what is seen has been made from things that are not visible.  ~Hebrews 11:1,3

So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.   ~2 Corinthians 4:16-18

i thank You God for most this amazing
day: for the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and a blue true dream of sky; and for everything
which is natural which is infinite which is yes
~e. e. cummings

The flowers in the photos are some of the ones that bloomed in my yard at varying times throughout the course of a year’s growing seasons.  Witnessing their glory along with all the rest that bloomed was like reliving some of the 7 days of the Creation story.  The first beauties showed up in early spring while others appeared in mid to late spring, and a lesser measure bloomed during summer’s dreadful heat.  Later even a goodly portion of blossoms proffered themselves in autumn’s realm.  As the bountiful year ended I found myself wondering, as I have before, what I could do to offer up sufficient praise for the Lord’s lovely gifts in my garden and in my life in general.  In and of themselves the flowers, their paramours-the bees and butterflies, and other assorted Godsends evoked daily gratitude and adoration, but it didn’t seem enough since there was so much more to be thankful for.  For example, there was the reawakening of my ears to the sweet sound of earth’s music after winter’s silence and the reopening of my eyes to color after winter’s drabness; they reminded me how precious my God-given senses are and how much of the world comes to me through them.  In fact, in my garden I am always wowed by the delights my senses afford, and they, like nothing else, pump life-giving energy and spiritual well-being into me.  But again, the Godsends, the flowers, and the renewed awareness of sensory blessings were still only a portion of God’s gifts.  I was also granted the miracle of healing and restoration after a life-threatening stroke.  Cherished people and pets as well enriched my daily life along with the arresting spectacles of the changing seasons, the starry nights, the sky, both clear and full of stormy clouds after months of drought, and a myriad of other gifts and miraculous events.  Eventually the task of declaring suitable praise and gratitude became almost mind-boggling.  Then one Sunday I heard the solution in a pastor’s sermon: in addition to my expressed gratitude, the befitting way to adore the Lord and praise Him is for me to use my eyes, my face, my smile, my touch, my words, my very presence to reflect His amazing overflow of goodness, mercy, and loving-kindness.  My blessed life and gifts can be turned into blessings for others when I share such thing with my loved ones, with those who have no family or friends, with those who may not be able to witness a garden’s glory, with those whose hearts are broken, with those who live in fear, with those who are hurt or ill, with those who know hunger and thirst and so on?

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God.            ~2 Corinthians 1:3-4