I will not die an unlived life.
I will not live in fear of falling or catching fire.
I choose to inhabit my days, to allow my living to open me,
to make me less afraid, more accessible,
to loosen my heart until it becomes a wing, a torch, promise.
I choose to risk my significance; to live so that which came
to me as seed goes to the next as blossom,
and that which came to me as a blossom, goes on as fruit.
~by Dawna Markova
Grass
~by Mary Oliver
Those who disappointed, betrayed, scarified! Those who would still put their hands upon me! Those who belong to the past!
How many of us have weighted the years with groaning and weeping? How many years have I done it how many nights spent panting hating grieving, oh, merciless, pitiless remembrances?
I walk over the green hillsides, I lie down on the harsh, sun-flavored blades and bundles of grass; the grass cares nothing about me, it doesn’t want anything from me, it rises to its own purpose, and sweetly, following, the single holy dictum: tto be itself, to let the sky be the sky, to let a young girl be a young girl freely–to let a middle-aged woman, be comfortably, a middle-aged woman.
Those bloody sharps and flats–those endless calamities of the personal past. Bah! I disown them from the rest of my life, in which I mean to rest.
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. ~Psalm 23:4 ✝
**Lord, thank you for this faithful promise above and for the blessed encounter today with someone who, whenever I see her, never fails to put the wind, the holy ruach, back under the frail wings, the torch, and the promise of this aging woman.
**Both images via Pinterest
Those shoes! (Drool)
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I know. They were great, huh?! I loved them too. Oh too be young again and wear such yummy shoes! 🙂 ❤
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So beautiful and I hung on every word.
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Thanks, V. I loved the intent of these women too. Hugs, N 🙂 ❤
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As always, great post.. 😉
Hope you getting stronger and better hun
You always inspire
Thanks for sharing your thought as always.
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Thank you so much. I am getting better and stronger day by day. Thanks so much for the well wishes and for your comment. 🙂 ❤
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ode to the inviting cool welcoming grass that immediately casts worry and fretfulness aside–
Wishing I was falling into such a welcoming blanket of green. . .
love to you—cookie
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Gosh, I can’t remember the last time I fell into the grass like that. Maybe you’ll find a nice grassy slope in Ireland in September to fall into for a bit. Hugs, N 🙂 ❤
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Oh wouldn’t that be grand 🙂
laying on my back, arms folded under head, staring upward and marveling in the sweeping majesty of the Master of all of Creation 🙂
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Indeed it would, my friend. I haven’t done that in such a long time and may have to do that as soon as all the rain stops and the ground dries out some. 🙂 ❤
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with my luck I’d either lay down on top of an ant bed or get covered with chiggers 🙂
I’m currently scouring the web looking for the name of the flowers I’m posting tomorrow. We just got in from a wedding and I’m still in my party dress 🙂
I bought a bunch of containers of these flowers last year, potted them, and salvaged only one plant—it’s now blooming but I can’t remember what it is—you can look at it tomorrow and tell me 🙂
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Magnificent post with much needed wisdom.
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Why, thanks, JoAnne. I’m so glad you enjoyed the wisdom in my post. These women definitely seemed to have a handle on life, didn’t they?! Hugs, N 🙂 ❤
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Yep. Living fully, all the days of our lives, including resting in the grass.
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No worries…the only way to live…no prisons, just freedom.
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Indeed, Gigi! 🙂 ❤
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Lovely post.
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Thanks, Raewyn. 🙂 ❤
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Even I would look good in those shoes LMS. 😉
Love’n Hugs
Laurence.
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Oh, I’m sure you would look splendid in them. They were a great looking pair of shoes for sure!!! Oh how you do make me chuckle, Sir L. Hugs, N 🙂 ❤
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Well I have great calves LMS and fine ankles. 🙂 They were great shoes.
I like to make people laugh, I have an inner clown.
Love’n Hugs
Laurence.
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